Why do you want to leave Earth? What is so bad that it can never ever be fixed? What is going to happen to everyone you have ever been friends with, been in touch with, gone to work with, or even just said a friendly hello too? What are they going to think? Could they have done something that could have changed your destiny? Was it their fault? They will never forget of the person who they could have saved. It will haunt them day after day, night after night. And if by some chance you have a child? A small child, will never know who their Mother or Father was, and whenever it is Mother or Fathers day, they will sit alone from the others, wondering why their Mommy or Daddy doesn't ever show up. Their Mother or Father wont have the hear to tell them what happened, so they will forever think that you just didn't care about them. What about older children. They will always wonder why their parents didn't love them enough to stay for them. Or maybe they will think it was something they did. Maybe just one fight they could have avoided. One time saying they hated you that could have not been said. Maybe they will think it is their fault, no matter how many times you stated it wasn't their fault. They may grow up broken. It could lead to many horrible things. Possibly even their own gateway to what they think is a way out.
Now I know some of you are just teenagers, possibly even kids. I want you to think about something. Your parents, or guardian coming to wake you up in the morning because you didn't get up. They walk into your room, and see you, motionless.Possibly hanging. Maybe with an empty bottle of medicine in your hands. Or with blood all over you, and a knife or razor sitting on your lap.They frantically pull you down from that hanger, or take the bottle out of your hands and cradle their baby. They didn't know. They were just giving you some room, because they wanted to make you happy. They are sobbing, and holding you close, trying to feel for any sign of a beating pulse. They start screaming and sobbing because they refuse to believe the one that they loved was gone. Maybe they think it is their fault. They pushed you too hard. Yelled at you a little too much. They start thinking about all of the things they could have done. The things they could have bought you. Your sibling then walks in and sees your guardian or parent cradling your lifeless body. They fall on the ground, screaming your name, sobbing and saying sorry for all of the mean things they have ever said or done to you.
Every kid at school, that was your friend, a stranger, or even someone who bullied is affected. Your friends will wonder why they hadn't said anything, and blame themselves. Strangers, would remember ho you were, and wish that they had talked to you. Bulliers will believe it was their fault, and maybe it even was. Some of your friends will follow in your path, because they miss you. Strangers will always remember the person they could have saved if maybe they had just said hello. Some of he bullies will kill themselves for a punishment. Your teachers will always remember the person that never looked suicidal and wonder what they could have possibly done.
Everyone attends your funeral. Maybe your sibling starts drugs, or cutting themselves, because they dont think their parents love them anymore. Your parents or guardians will only be a lifeless shell of the person they used to be. Maybe even take their own lives to see you.
Do you understand how many lives will be ruined? You are making a full time choice, for a temporary problem. Your parents/Guardians will trade college money for a funeral home, casket, and a tomb.
PLEASE. If you are ever thinking about killing yourself, contact my email address Roseloveshammy@gmail.com and I will talk to you. Please help yourself. Help all the others. Save them from everything...
Here are some additional facts:
Lethality-How likely the method is to cause death
Agony-On a scale of 0-100 how much pain the death will cause.
Time-How long it will take.
NOTE. THIS IS NOT FOR HELPING YOU TO KILL YOURSELF. THIS IS TO SHOW HOW PAINFUL DEATH WILL BE. IT DOESN'T ALWAYS WORK, AND COULD LEAD TOO MENTAL, PHYSICAL, OR INTERNAL HEALTH. PLEASE DO NOT TRY ANY OF THESE.
| Rank | Method Name | Lethality (%) | Time (min) | Agony |
| 1 | Shotgun to head | 99.0% | 1.7 | 5.5 |
| 2 | Cyanide | 97.0% | 1.8 | 51.5 |
| 3 | Gunshot of head | 97.0% | 2.5 | 13 |
| 4 | Shotgun to chest | 96.4% | 1.4 | 16 |
| 5 | Explosives | 96.4% | 1.6 | 3.75 |
| 6 | Hit by train | 96.2% | 17.92 | 7.08 |
| 7 | Jump from height | 93.4% | 4.56 | 17.78 |
| 8 | Gunshot of chest | 89.5% | 7 | 21.7 |
| 9 | Hanging | 89.5% | 7 | 25.5 |
| 10 | Auto crash | 78.5% | 20.5 | 30 |
| 11 | Household toxins | 77.5% | 24 | 54.5 |
| 12 | Set fire to self | 76.5% | 57 | 95 |
| 13 | Structure fire | 73.0% | 52.5 | 91.5 |
| 14 | Carbon Monoxide | 71.0% | 21.5 | 18 |
| 15 | Hit by truck/auto | 70.0% | 19 | 63 |
| 16 | Electrocution | 65.5% | 2.4 | 72 |
| 17 | Gunshot of abdomen | 65.0% | 69 | 74 |
| 18 | Drowning ocean/lake | 63.0% | 18.5 | 79 |
| 19 | Stab of chest | 58.5% | 96 | 76 |
| 20 | Cut throat | 51.5% | 15.5 | 86 |
| 21 | Overdose illegal drugs | 49.4% | 116.25 | 5.25 |
| 22 | Plastic bag over head | 23.0% | 7 | 23 |
| 23 | Drowning bathtub | 21.5% | 18.5 | 79 |
| 24 | Drowning swimming pool | 21.5% | 18.5 | 79 |
| 25 | Stab of abdomen | 12.5% | 252 | 78 |
| 26 | Overdose prescription drugs | 12.3% | 129 | 8.5 |
| 27 | Overdose non-prescription drugs | 6.0% | 456 | 22.5 |
| 28 | Cut wrists/arms/legs | 6.0% | 105 | 71 |
So please think before taking your lives. YOU are important. PLEASE CONTACT ME, AND WAIT FOR A REPLY BEFORE YOU DO ANYTHING PLEASE.
Sincerely, Rose.
<3 you're beautiful.
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